As far back as I can remember I was a walking disaster. I had just been Caught jacking off in the shower after getting back from a night out. Everyone in my house had heard the moaning and were shocked.
After being caught red-handed, I felt absolutely mortified. Mortified enough to burst into tears and to want to run away? But instead, I took a deep breath and faced my accusers.
With my head held high, I uttered the words I’d always heard growing up: ‘I’m so horny!’ It was the truth after all. I had simply been too drunk to have the self-control to not act on my desires.
Still blushing, I walked away from the situation. Because no matter how embarrassed I was, I also knew that I felt more free than ever. That maybe if I had allowed myself to give into my urge every once in an hour, I wouldn’t be in the embarrassing predicament.
That was the day I learnt that it was okay to be horny. That it was completely natural and not something to be ashamed of. And it was also the day I vowed to never let my desires control me- only guide me.