Well last night didn’t exactly go as I had planned it to but I guess that it could have gone much much worse. See, I had to go to a pretty bad neighborhood by myself because I was all out of smoke and I needed more bad. I had the shakes and I was sweating like crazy, I really thought that I was going to lose my mind when I finally found my dealer… only to realize that I had left all of my money at home! I was so upset and I tried to explain to my dealer that I just forgot it and that I would pay him just as soon as I got back home but he didn’t believe me. He called me a junkie whore and told me to leave if I didn’t have any money! I just couldn’t make it all the way back home and back again without getting high so I did what I had to do. I got down on my knees and begged him to please let me pay him another way! Well he thought that was funny. He laughed at me and called over his friends and said look at this junkie whore trying to get high, this bitch will do anything! I was so humiliated! All those men laughing at me and calling me a whore and all I could do was take it and hope that somebody would take pity on me. Well finally a couple of them did, they started tearing my clothes off and told me that if I let them do whatever they wanted that they would hook me up. God, I went to town sucking and fucking and trying so hard to please them all and I guess I must have because I went home covered in cum but with plenty of smoke to get me through the night!