I love taboo phone sex. Vanilla sex seems so boring to me now. Although I have been seeing this guy for almost a year now, he seems boring. Some days I crave boring. Boring men can be great providers and companions. However, boring men make fucking boring too.
He knows about my lifestyle. But he doesn’t seem too interested in it. Which is what I want. I don’t want to marry a guy or date a guy who’s just using me to get to the little ones in the family. But on the same hand, I want a guy who I can be my authentic dirty self. So, what kind of conundrum have I put myself in?
My teenage daughter thinks I should never date a man because I will never find what I had with my husband with somebody new. And although I know that’s true, it feels nice to just escape family life and share a romantic night with a man. I do like family fucking, but I like making love to a man too.
I had the best of both worlds with my husband. And my daughter might be right. I may never find that again. It’s a hard balance for men. Finding that middle ground between being a dirty pervert with a lot of young little girls in the house and being an attentive husband at the same time. My late husband mastered both expertly.
Some Days, I Want a Husband Again. But Other Days, I Realize My Life Seems Too Full of Family Fun
But I’m not ready to give up on my boyfriend yet. Nice cock. 15 years younger than me too. Sometimes we play mommy in the bedroom. I don’t mind being his fantasy mom. But I can’t really see him joining me for a threesome with my teenage son. Or one of my older sons either.
Most days I find that OK. Because once I leave his place or he leaves my place, I can find a son or a step grandson to fuck me. Or a daughter or a step granddaughter to eat my pussy. The girls in my family never mind eating my cream pie. And the boys certainly don’t mind fucking my cream pie pussy either.
For the past year, I’ve been able to balance being a dirty mommy and a dirty step grandma with being a normal widowed woman too. But now he’s dropping hints that he wants to live together too, and that’s a different ballpark. I won’t be able to hide my lifestyle from him if he moves in with me. Nor would I want to. No man will make me give up my family fun
Maybe I Need to Hold Our for a Man as Perverted as My Late Husband
So, for now, I’m tabling the living together until I can figure out if I can make him a dirty man like my late husband. I think he would join if he witnessed everything. In my family, the sex is mutual and enjoyable. Nobody gets forced. Even if I must pimp them out for some money, most of them want to help and contribute financially to this ever growing family.
Maybe I don’t need to get remarried. My life seems full of all the family phone sex I can handle. So maybe I’ll just keep him as a side piece boyfriend. I don’t want to give up somebody who fucks me so good and eats my pussy better than Ron Jeremy. And looks a lot better than Ron Jeremy too. Or maybe I should hold out for a man as equally as perverted as my late husband. What would you men do to be my husband. Clearly being married to me comes with a lot of perks.




